Thursday, May 31, 2018


i was at another premiere & i overheard some industry guys talking about blumhouse & how horrible their movies are(i wont go into details but they were savage). last night i got to experience my first blumhouse film called "upgrade".

i HATE action movies but i love betty gabriel(who is a gorgeous girl irl but is always "uglied" up by the hair/makeup people on set for some reason) & logan marshall green is a stone cold fox.i ended up sitting in front of logan but i knew if i turned around & saw those lips there was no way i'd want to watch the movie instead so i never saw him. :-(

it pains me to say this because i want to enjoy many years of logan marshall green nude scenes & closeups of that pout but homeboy cannot act & has no charisma.he mumbles & covers up that pretty face with a gross beard all the time. harrison gilbertson plays an elon musk ripoff(was he supposed to be creepy? with all the mumbling i didnt know what his characters name was so i had to google-fu, turns out its "eron"). benedict hardie had a small role & ended up stealing the entire movie.

its set in the future(?) but everybody is dressed like its 2010.weird choice to make.even the sets arent that futuristic so its bizarre.the tone was the most many dumb jokes like they were aiming to 12 year old boys who never saw the shouldve been much darker, angrier, less "funny".the screening started at 7pm & i was yawning throughout(i usually go to sleep at 1am). i cant recommend this movie even though hardie was great. issa mess but i'm sure it will be a blockbuster because idiocracy was a documentary

Saturday, May 26, 2018

the wake up call

today was a weird one.i go to an event & there is this black woman standing alone being ignored.i walk over & we start to talk.she says she is trying very hard to fit in so that the white people will know she belongs.she seems embarrassed to be seen with me.i tell her it doesnt matter what she does, it is like that "what do you call a black doctor" joke & they will always see her as a n!gger. mlk didnt change that, obama didnt change that, & saint beyonce didnt change that.

she says racism only affects black people who act like stereotypes(let that sink in) & somehow her $10 dress, kim kardashian valley girl accent, & knock off shoes were going to prevent it.when i was younger i was just as ignorant.

she said that it was my negative attitude that made people call me a n!gger.i didnt tell her my stories because she wouldnt understand.

the time when i called about a job in hollywood & was told he didnt hire n!ggers
or the time when the woman said she didnt rent to "you people"
or the time a security guard assaulted me,called me a n!gger, & kept his job
or the time when i was told my natural hair was gross so i didnt get the acting job
or the time when i was just standing on the corner & some man yelled out n!gger to me
or the teenager who yells n!gger into my window every time she passes
or the time when the police handcuffed me & knocked me down because i was walking in a non black neighborhood in the afternoon

she kept going on & on about how my negative attitude was the reason why racist things happened to me & how i needed to change my mind.i said others needed to stop being racist & i know my worth so there was nothing that needed to be changed.

like i said,i used to be that ignorant.i assumed since i was hard working, beautiful, & smart that people would see me as an individual.i love heavy metal,speak japanese badly, hang out with the aristocracy, have a good job, & no "baby daddies".i hate watermelon, am an atheist, have traveled all around the world, ALWAYS has a book in my purse,bought a guitar, & play the flute. i didnt fall into the usual traps,didnt let god or men distract me. but like my neighbor(the 5'3 mexican man covered in prison tattoos with 5 kids all living in a 1 bedroom apartment) said, i am the stereotype.all people will ever see is black skin & never just Dallas the amount of me pretending everything is ok is going to change that.

she asked me why i looked so sad.i was sad because she really believed that her light skin & "good hair" was going to shield her from white supremacy.i was sad because she probably had a white mom who lied & said she was better than normal black people.i was sad because she would waste most of her life trying to be a model minority for people who hated her.they wouldnt see that light skin or "good hair", they'd just see a n!gger. just like moi

the n!gger wake up call can be harsh & i'm glad i got mine while alone.i hope hers is the same.

Monday, May 14, 2018

that time dallas almost had sex with an incel

so i meet this guy & he is GORGEOUS,one of the most attractive men i've ever seen in my life, could easily be a male first thought after seeing him was "i hope i dont mess this up before we have sex".


we talk & i'm trying to get to know him.the first thing out of his mouth:
"i'm a virgin"
me: "are you kidding?"
incel:"no. will you have sex with me?"
me: :-(

i tried to explain to him how sex was not the most important thing in the world,how only talking/thinking about sex would turn off the majority of women(who did not want to be treated like objects).i suggested he go to a prostitute since it was obvious he wasnt looking for companionship or love & just trying to "get rid" of his virginity.he was upset. how dare i use logic & reasoning instead of just allowing this complete stranger to pump & dump! i asked him what his therapist thought & he basically just repeated the advice i'd told him.he said he'd been going to therapy for years but it wasnt helping.of course he blocked me soon after. i wouldnt be surprised to hear he'd shot up a church or kidnapped a woman.

i'm sure he blames his virginity on others

Monday, April 30, 2018

transgender "artists" made weapons to kill feminists

now i'm pretty tired & about to watch the latest episode of plebs but riddle me this: why do transwomen hate women more than they do the men who rape/kill them? images: source

no matter how many layers of makeup are used, i can still see the testosterone. funny how that works.hating what you are so desperate to would be funny if it were not so sad. how does killing women get rights for transpeople? are women in charge now? why is wanting female only spaces for people with vaginas such a bad thing? the entitlement is so incredible.

this is what we are dealing with.a man wearing a shirt saying he wants to punch women. this "art"(which was paid for & posted by the public library) was made by a group of men who are upset that lesbians refuse to have sex with them. really. i wish i were joking. since this hatred is only focused towards women it will not be taken seriously. tptb will say "boys will be boys" & it will be swept under the rug until it affects straight white men.ok,i am officially done for today,time to watch mr ryan sampson

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

the dallas show! starring dallas harrison

got an email today from a production company asking if i wanted my own reality show.they told me to send the contact info for whoever i picked to be my costar.i thought for a second then i deleted that email.its actually pretty amazing how many "friends" i it hollywood or is it the natural horribleness of humans?i dont know.

i was thisclose to typing in a name before i realized that i would be helping people who would not do the same for doesnt even bother me that i would be losing out too.oh goal was never to be on tv

Friday, March 23, 2018

blind item: america's dad likes to play

i am shook as the kids say.i always assumed this beloved actor was pretty close to scandals except his fame loving wife & wigger son. anyhoo, america's dad was having an affair with a snow white type for years.she is a plain jane who(to me) looks like a volleyball wearing a wig but obviously he loved it. he was the producer of her tv show & i guess thats how they met. its a random pairing for me, even his lovers are boring

Friday, March 16, 2018

elvis and nixon

now i've had a crush on michael shannon for a while & lord knows i love the king so i dont know how i missed this. despite having kevin spacey ,(who always seemed creepy to me) its a pretty good cast filled with the prettiest of boys.

first impression: michael in that bouffant elvis wig is everything.of course he looks nothing like him but i'd watch michael shannon do anything. bubba ho tep is probably the best "elvis" movie but i'm not even 5 minutes into this one............

alex pettyfer is gorgeous yet looks like a thumb in that wig.what kind of sorcery? all the wigs are so cheap looking.its cute how all the girls squeal when elvis walks into a room.thats a nice touch. michael is so funny & talented,he should act more often.he was AMAZING on "at home with amy sedaris",it was my favorite episode.

colin hanks is such a cutie & looks more & more like his pappy the older he gets. evan peters is looking wide & tired.maybe he is eating his feelings from all the alleged domestic abuse? final thoughts: its a cute movie but not worth watching. michael shannon is wearing sunglasses throughout most of the film & covering up his expressive eyes.the script was ok but we all know how the story ends

Sunday, March 11, 2018

blind item: the thots killed the other thot

so none of these people are really famous,i just thought the story was interesting.this blonde instagram "model" was 30 but looked 45 due to bad genetics & even worse plastic surgery.she hung out with some bottom feeders: a casting director/pimp who worked for a used to be huge pron magazine, & her 2 fellow "models"/prostitutes with equally bad plastic surgery.

the casting director would never hire me for his paid or non nude projects but made sure to call me when he had unpaid work.i swiftly blocked him.she died after they had broken up but magically turned into his fiance postmortem,this "millionaire" who loved her so much yet had to beg for money to bury her. he kept posting all this RIP stuff about the model on his website with her lingerie pix(i guess she had no decent pictures to post) & when friends would ask how she died he was completely's what happened.

the 2 other "models" decided that it was hilarious to watch the blonde getting high & egged her on to do more drugs.her low self esteem said it was a good idea & she had an overdose in that infamous mansion/brothel. they took her home so that the owners would not get in trouble, put her in bed, then called the authorities after the drugs were out of their systems. of course the other "models" didnt contribute to the funeral nor did they attend but posted lots of RIP stuff & lingerie pix to their websites as well.

i heard that the actual (pregnant at the time but got an abortion later)girlfriend of the casting director was with the "models" telling the blonde that she needed more drugs/alcohol.funny enough i was at a party where he made the blonde play 2nd fiddle to the new gf.i remember the vibe being VERY weird but i had no idea what was going on. there was a LOT of horrific plastic surgery, rich unattractive men over 50, & young women wearing shirts as dresses.

Friday, February 23, 2018

satc blind item

this actor is usually considered "the one that got away" on sex and the city.his character was the male version of her character & people wonder why they broke up.turns out in real life she might have had him written off the show. this thespian thought it was hilarious to rub his erection on her during their love scenes.i can see why she doesnt want to reboot that tv show

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

heathers 2018 tv show review

now the original heathers is one of my favorite movies so i was p!ssed when i heard of this remake.there is absolutely no need to remake movies that are already good,you cannot improve upon perfection.that being said i am not too excited to see this new heathers at all.

first thought is Grace Victoria Cox who plays veronica is bland & boring.its like they cast the 1st white woman who walked in the room. not would have been great for nikki soohoo to play veronica instead of the asian nerd stereotype but oh well.i already feel like most of the casting is trash.i wont even comment on how most of the "teens" look 30 years old.

also i dont feel that the lead most popular heather would be plus size & unattractive even in our modern fatcentric times. fat & cute,maybe but definitely not butch & fug like they styled Melanie Field.i'm not even 10 minutes in & this is going in the wrong direction. the original was more about how horrible society was & this one is about how horrible fat heather's mean spirited towards her & seems a bit petty towards sjws. now that i'm thinking about it the name should've changed since this obviously was written by someone else & there would not be a million heathers in high school now. maybe "nevaehs" or "emmas".

its trying SOOOOOOO hard to be cool & i am cringing.i really hope fat heather is killed in the 1st episode & never comes back(ditto for veronica).this is painful.this show is weaksauce. i cant recommend it,not funny, not interesting,not even half as good as the original.